what good is a glass...

repeat after me: you do not need any more RP journals for characters you won't actually play.

no, not even k't'('s)'lk

no, not even if it would be awesome.

you can't even handle the characters you have in a timely fashion; you do not need more even just for parties.

ETA: nor the gods of ragnarok.

Stop dithering and start working. Or sleeping, whichever seems more productive. Just not empty-brain flailing.